run the redlights.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

i'm diagnosed with pre-schooling blues and will start cursing and blabbering nonsense beyond this point=(

My dear alibaba,
Tell me how am i going to survive the torments of sitting through lectures and tutorials from 9 to 5 or 6 every mon,tue,thur and fri?My only consolation being that there's no sch on wed BUT ego jolted me back to reality and a quick reality check tells me that right smack in the middle of the week on every cheery wed morning i still hav to go for clinicals. Not forgetting the endless stream of projects and assignments to rush and tests to study for, I forsee myself turning in at god forsaken hours and catching up with some sleep on bus rides and lectures.
marvelous shit.
my life's going to be uber eventful...
Sometimes i wonder why study so hard when what we're going to earn in future are peanuts?
I choose to think that's the price we have to pay for passion and a job security.

Hit the books
Seeking refuge in a world away from my own
Drowning myself in literature
A pleasurable hobby
Words, expressions, Imagination
Keeps it going

another round of book therapy sil vous plait

let your heart out.

19th Birthday this year was memorable and touching=)
Cycling cum bdae celeb at ecp with poly frens. It was really sweet and thoughtful of them. All the running around and rushing off from work to go all the way to the east.i'm kinda getting the hang of cycling and hopefully i can ride a bike soon, well that's if i will stop steering like a drunken and falling off from the bike.
celeb with ser and abi at outback steakhouse, the restuarant that further proves the point that S'pore have got really bad customer services and have just topped the chart for top 5 spots for horrendous customer service in spore, but the food was good. Headed to kbox thereafter since there weren't much interesting stuffs to do. sang our hearts out and ser emo-ed.

currently in love with moonriver by frank sinatra.thanks to ser

yada yada...lazy to go into details

love case

Time seems to be passing so fast even when i'm slacking my life away...imagine waking up every day only to realise that half of the day is already gone...
i've finished 2nd season of grey's..yeah...3rd season already
still have veronica mars n heroes

let your heart out.

okay...so i've been on hiatus for the past months.
Basically i was busy preparing for my exams and theresfter kept busy recce-ing and bringing a few jap exchange students around the small sunny island-except the weather wasn't really that sunny after all , thanks to the combination of the rainy season and the el nino effect. Well it was scorching hot and humid for one moment and the next, dark clouds starts to gather and rain starts pouring on our heads...(whee..neurotic is e word). There were some confusion with the host and also communication barriers with the jap students . It's like half the time we were staring at their confused and amused looks while awaiting an answer from them..lol..an amusing scene to watch and a quite painful situation to be in. Communication is really important. It's pointless if you know your facts but is unable to bring across them to others. But was glad it all ended well. Many lessons learnt and experiences gained and jap can't take hot spicy food? hee..when to us their wasabi is ultraaaa hottt ? lol..

for now i'm officially glued to my com screen but i'm lazy to blog (besides there aren't any interesting happenings) , grey's anatomy is a major distration you see..it's really awesome!!if not i'll be practising guitar and contributing to noise pollution or reading..that's how i past my days..so i guess spending my holidays slacking away isn't an unachievable goal after all.The greatest challenge is getting my ass off and doing something constructive...

let your heart out.

i've gone into a mth of hiding ..have been rrly busy keeping up wif sch work
many events to blog about yet i cant seems to find the time to type em down
aileen's bdae chalet and dim sum dollies a few weeks back
felt so good to reunite wif the 05stanners again
it has been a while
cam whoring, screaming n all e insane acts
the things that made us uniquely s-tanners

and dim sum dollies was rrly good
entertaining, insightful and interesting
impressed wif the way they linked up spore's history with the current pollicies and packaged it into a light hearted comedy...
met up wif xue,mel n aman too
hope there'll be a sg reunion coming up soon
started my driving lessons too..finally
it's kinda scary but fun and addictive

and lately my malay neighbour hav been stalking me
superly disgusted
i'm never gg to take e same route out n back home again

argh...jus had my anatomy prac test today
i'm so dead
whatever the lecturer asked us to focus on didn't come out
was so shock to see all the pubic bones, sacrum, femur
!!!!!?????!!!!!!!
and so i jus stared at the bones and cadavers
hoping a genie will pop out of somewhere to help me fill up the blanks
bleahz
therefore, to say i'm dead is an understatement

oh well...there's shs test tmr
today's test was such a bad start...
jus gotta pray that all the other tests will be smooth sailing
ottp, socio and psych coming up next week
which equates to late night mugging

around 3 weeks more to go
before i smell freedom in the air
before i can sit at cafe to read novels and enjoy a cup of coffee
before i can book more driving slots
before i can watch tv from day to night
before i can go jogging
before i can meet up with my dearests and darlingsss<3

let your heart out.

it's ser bdae today (but aft i finish blogging it will b ytd alr)
hahah..met up wif twin, erica, capri, gc
and of course the birthday girl too!!
(serene!!!you're 19!!)
haha
managed to find time to meet up amidst the tight schedule
hmmm...if only lu could turn up
it would have been a complete family reunion!
jus sat down at new york*2 to chat
cos the majority came late
(gc n i were e earliest...so proud of myself=))
so many things to catch up on
and e pressies we got for ser were so innovative=X
a box with dou miao aka grass and a necklace inside!!lol
and another separate key chain, 'expect the unexpected'
so she opened e harmless and pretty looking box
only to find the harmless looking dou miao staring back at her
lol...think she nearly died=)
and she actually ate e dou miao(really looks like goat food)
sooo interesting

then cap left
and so the wondering 5 went to coffee club and...
BRIDGE!!!!lol
and we mastered e g language

hellelgelllolloglo
hadladgad lotslotsgots oflfgf funlungun tologodaylaygay
welege willlillgill meetleetgeet uplpgp soonloongoon okaylkaygkay?
reallealgeallylygy lovelovegove hanglangganginglnggng outlutgut withlithgith youlougou alllllgll

meetleetgeet uplpgp tologo mugluggug alllglrightlightgight
loveslovesgoves

let your heart out.

been on lots of long bus rides lately
that's when the emo feeling starts kicking in...
esp when i saw e sign 'to mandai zoo 5km' yesterday
and i started thinking abt e duties abi, lu n i used to do at e zoo
the long bus rides to zoo when we will just fall asleep listening to poddie
the free tram rides
the kfc and ben n jerry-ing that we all looked forward to
chunky monkey, new york choc fudge, cookies dough, choc fudge brownies...
(i'm craving for ice-cream)

i miss the zoo
i miss the cranky ass tanners
wonder if i can squeeze into that jc uniform of mines

everyone is taking a different route in life
our path crosses and intercepts
we make friends along the way
who journeys alongside us
until we reach a juncture
where we'll all part and
go our separate ways...
but what remains will be the fond memories
etched deep in our hearts...
i love you guys=)
u noe who you are...
mus still meet up even more now that we are in diff sch k?

everyone is more or less settled
with what they are going to do in future
always wondered to myself
'what am i going to do when i grow up?'
somehow i've got a clearer picture now
all the pieces of jigsaw puzzles are falling into space
it's part of growing up i suppose

happy bdae ser!!!
to xue n abi..hav fun on mon...first day of sch..dont worry=) you guys will definately get to noe sum nice ppl

let your heart out.

Life's really crazy
i've never thought poly life would be more stressful compared to jc
all the late night discussions
the countless projects
never ending list of anatomical terms and muscles
the multi-tasking
i seldom get to see the daylight
it's gss but i can't find the time to shop
3 projects n tests coming up after hols
i no longer know how to mug n what to mug

but i guess wat was really meaningful was e volunteer work last weekend
haha
volunteered at vsa arts camp for youths wif autism, i.d n l.d wif my poly frens
a great experience indeed
i was kinda lucky to get a well-behaved ward
have always wanted to do some volunteer work but can't seems to get any lobang
witnessed a string of interesting events
first time i've interacted with youths with autism, i.d n l.d
they maybe disabled in some way but they are far more capable than us in many areas

at the end of the day...
when laughter fills the room and smiles lit up across their faces
the sense of satisfaction kicks in
the feeling that i've made someone else's day
and added meaning to a day of their life
the same way they have added meaning to mines=)
looking forward to the dec camp

It couldn't get any better

hope i've made the right choice
i'm still aiming high although i'm still stuck right here
i hate being ambitious and doing nth to fulfil my aspirations
move on lar!!!

shall try to mug anatomy
shoo those z monster!! don't come knocking on my door

let your heart out.

abby
twin abi
amelia
javiour
erica
jiamin
cheryl
weili
ireta
zhige
dhash
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