Why do birds suddenly appear Every time you are near? Just like me, they long to be Close to you. Why do stars fall down from the sky Every time you walk by? Just like me, they long to be Close to you. On the day that you were born The angels got together And decided to create a dream come true So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold And starlight in your eyes of blue. - The Carpenters
Friday, September 16, 2005Y
yo..wat a memorable day!!!!!!!!!!!today chershire.elyn.hui ning.melissa.pei jun. xueyun celebrated my belated birthday..haha..they cheated me to go chershire's house after mugging..i suspected sth cos hornestly cheshire wasnt really good at deceiving=X or maybe i was jus too smart to see thro the plight=P..haha..anyway, she've got a lot more to learn from me;)..
they actually baked a pretty brownie for me...decorated and written with white choc on it ...happy 17th birthday cindy!!! with a drawing of a tortoise at the bottom- the work of elyn...(haha..evil call me tortoise..but i still luv it)...the brownie tasted wonderful too!!( i'm so gonna learn baking after promos)..felt really touched n honoured..they could actually set aside their busy schedules n sch work to give me a pleasant surprise...
heard dat they had to rush, run here n there n after all the hard work they all looked like they jus fought a war n went to build the death railway..den another surprise was the 108 jigsaw puzzle which is a collage of the photos we took together...Wow!!!..its really beautiful n meaningful...cos each time i stare at the photo..it'll bring back fond memories of the times when we spent together...dis is probably the most special bdae pressie..
To: CHERSHIRE.ELYN.HUI NING.MELISSA.PEI JUN.XUE YUN..U ROX!!!!really had lotsa fun today..thanks for all the wonderful surprises n for making my bdae so special n memorable..really appreciated it..luv u guys..didnt hav all ur hp numbers so cldnt msg u guys to say thank u...TEN BIG HUGS FOR EACH OF U..MUACKS=* LOVE YA LOTS...sweet dreams n take care, rest well...cya in sch on mon=)
before ppl start to get jealous... to: abi.amelia.capri.erica.gc.lu lu.ser.tammy.minfeng n all other s10 ppl..thanks for making my bdae a fun-filled one..really enjoyed it n thanks for the pressies n all the bdae greetings..haha..the bdae song we sang in the toilet b4 spe ar =X...
let your heart out.
Thursday, September 15, 2005Y
pure crap.. in sch now thanks to MS LEE.. sux like shit...have to produce 13 ARTICLESSSSS by next friday... idioic... btw...erica's new nickname is baboon....my new pet baboon=)haaaahahahahahahaha gtg..do the 13 articles...sad life..
let your heart out.
Sunday, September 11, 2005Y
staring..waiting for moments to pass.. zapping away my youth...
(hee...i feel old..)
its the beginning of the end... wake me up when october ends sbth?
listening to lene marlin's song... (muz hav been my twin)
I would feel fine Like I always do I would be smiling Laughing too Don't need anybody, Least of all you And then I would convince myself it's true It's trueI wish I could, Stare at the wall And see something different everytime Everytime The candle wouldn't stop burning I could lay down, And I wouldn't be crying
_adapted from: it's true_lene marlin
let your heart out.
Saturday, September 03, 2005Y
hai..so lonely..me alone at home..dad n mum went dating without me at their fav hang out place..ntuc..so sad..so better make full use of e freedom i hav now before they get back=P went for zoo duty wif abi n lu..stared at sexy baboons..didnt noe they hav such high sex drive...short n frequent entertainment...new alternatives to pono?? (~ ~ '''') haha..hb damn boring so went to ff after that..the turtoises nv learnt their lessons still stay so near the ducklings..haha...dan it rained..thx to lu..must be her singing..or mayb it's jus me? imiss the sloth...so cute..cant wait to c e otters...dan after that i have chem tution at yun's house...and helped her to murder all e black disgusting looking like ants...like sum bian tai..squashing them under tissue paper..drowning them to death..evil me..hope they dun cum n carry me away tonight...feeling itchy all over.. ~hope lu n abi didnt get lost on their way to sim lim square...u noe abi..
let your heart out.
Friday, September 02, 2005Y
how the hell do u change the chinese instructions on blogspot to english??? it's making me irritated..i'm like staring at aliens...
feeling pathetic lately..sch is seiously wearing me out..
selfish to achieve her aims through cunning, scheming methods taking friendships for granted never appreciated whatever that was done never satified..her huge appetite for desires stoop lowly...so lowly sucking up to gain respect... she never treasured the past n present... she dun deserves love... guess its too late for forgiveness... cos i've kinda given up hope.. i had enough...at least for now.. until she convince me she's deserving of true friendship but...that day will never comes..never comes
"...i had enough...hopefully i wont burst out...i haven reached dat extent ... u won't wanna noe who i'm talking abt..cos u won't even wanna noe who..." cindy exclaimed lamely...
somehow i've lost confidence faith n trust in people... perharps, it's just the society dats changing i really dunno... maybe only heaven knows... perharps its jus the complexity of human mind... if only everything was simple n ordinary n everyone learnt to love each other... there will be peace in the world...
haha..had a good time bitching and gossiping with erica today..found out that there are pple i can turn to to scream at...haha...hope erica dun become air pork processed into ba gua one day ...cindy luv erica~ser~abi...n all other trustable pple in her class n outside of her class (they noe who they are)...hugs ~sobs~i feel hopeful..feel better now... off to do my stupid WR...
je suis cindy . eighteen going on nineteen. leads a simple life. Loves starbucks expresso frup, cream pasta @ airport, the hot n spicy, reading, evening jogs.chilling out.the beach.marvel at how the human body functions. Wanna go backpacking n study abroad.visit paris n venice
burps .