how the hell do u change the chinese instructions on blogspot to english??? it's making me irritated..i'm like staring at aliens...
feeling pathetic lately..sch is seiously wearing me out..
selfish
to achieve her aims
through cunning, scheming methods
taking friendships for granted
never appreciated whatever that was done
never satified..her huge appetite for desires
stoop lowly...so lowly
sucking up to gain respect...
she never treasured the past n present...
she dun deserves love...
guess its too late for forgiveness...
cos i've kinda given up hope..
i had enough...at least for now..
until she convince me she's deserving of true friendship
but...that day will never comes..never comes
"...i had enough...hopefully i wont burst out...i haven reached dat extent ...
u won't wanna noe who i'm talking abt..cos u won't even wanna noe who..." cindy
exclaimed lamely...
somehow i've lost confidence
faith n trust in people...
perharps, it's just the society dats changing
i really dunno...
maybe only heaven knows...
perharps its jus the complexity of human mind...
if only everything was simple n ordinary
n everyone learnt to love each other...
there will be peace in the world...
haha..had a good time bitching and gossiping with erica today..found out that there are pple i can turn to to scream at...haha...hope erica dun become air pork processed into ba gua one day ...cindy luv erica~ser~abi...n all other trustable pple in her class n outside of her class (they noe who they are)...hugs ~sobs~i feel hopeful..feel better now... off to do my stupid WR...
let your heart out.