Why do birds suddenly appear Every time you are near? Just like me, they long to be Close to you. Why do stars fall down from the sky Every time you walk by? Just like me, they long to be Close to you. On the day that you were born The angels got together And decided to create a dream come true So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold And starlight in your eyes of blue. - The Carpenters
Wednesday, December 27, 2006Y
second day of work...jus day 2
working life sux everyday is like a routine brief summary: wake up at 6plus.wash up n change.take bus.take mrt to city hall.take shuttle service to work place.tap card to enter building.go to e ladies to drag time.tap card to enter office.sit n slack at a small puny room of a large office until 9am.switch on com n enter password.wait for boss to issue me work(which is sooo not inviting)
stressful every single nitty gritty details matters cannot afford to make any mistakes cos we're dealing wif money, clients n lawyersneed the sugar rush to keep me alert at all times n stop me from seeing stars pile after pile of never-ending bills might have to come back on sat n might have to work OT underpaid child abuse cannot go msn or surf e net cos IT dept can track our every move n i'm sitting opp the boss then again, i don't have time to do that i have phobias of thick stack of papers, excel spreadsheets, stamps, scaning of bills, anything to do with bills, accounts or nos. ANd having a workaholic and demanding boss who works for her life now we know what attributed to spore falling birth rates (but then again, who say i'll ever get married n carry out the task of procreation) swear i'm nv gonna place career as my topmost priority next time sad life can? there's more to life then jus work, work n work...how about family, friends, leisure, love n faith? simply doing what you really like n always wanted to do? arrrhhhhhhhhhhh... well, at least i gained quite a bit of experience i no longer see a bill as just a bill. i did'nt know that there're actually so many steps n procedures involved in churning out a neatly typed out bill. oh, n i'll always remember my commas when i type out figures in thousands n i'm nv ever going to do anything related to bills & accounts n currently, i'm learning to understand the psychology n thinkings of a workaholic
yea...to speak the truth i'm a little put off by office jobs alr(when it's just day 2?)
luckily, some of my colleagues are nice n are quite approachable when i ask them for help (okay...no..i only have 2 colleagues...there's another colleague but she's overseas) lol..think they're quite sad too...cos most of the time their faces are glued to the pc..heard that they actually work there for 10 yrs ( can u believe it?) got to meet some nice people from other depts today but didnt really chat cos they're quite busy too=( feel more comfortable chatting when i'm away from the sight of the boss... conclusion: think i'm going to suffer from autism very soon
but today is a much better day than ytd let's hope i won't make any mistakes tmr or i'll get reprimanded by boss again... argh pray that i'll be released from that small room i call prison by 6pm sharp pray that i'll get a 1 hr lunch break that's all i wish for and i wan to go jacuzzi-ing..lol ..........35 days to go i will survive
let your heart out.
Sunday, December 17, 2006Y
lol..just found out i'll be working at baker & mckenzie some law firm near suntec...cool issuing invoices n bills to customers die..need to dress presentably i think hope it won't be a tough job mum said i'm underpaid cos it's like a big company=( thought 6bucks an hr okay wat? pray it will be fun n exciting...
let your heart out.
Friday, December 15, 2006Y
jus came home supposed to send siamung gc n cap off at pasir ris before they head off to tekong to get their hair shaved and spent 2 weeks running around the forest.. the key word is supposed but i turned up late n by the time i got there they were already gone=( even twin woke up late cos she adjusted her alarm to 6.30pm instead of am? so she went for her job interview instead conclusion: only lulu managed to catch a glimpse of em? sad=( went lu's hse after that...poor fiance have to work hope they'll survive the intense training... gonna miss the 2 kukus..lol
went for sg gathering cum rose's church cluedo game ytd at fort canning rose.mel.xue.zhong were present got home really late at 1.20am broke my personal record time mum literally chased me with a parang and have been nagging ever since i got home.. its okay..she stopped nagging..at least for now k..jinxed..there she goes again wait till dad comes home=( luckily, zhong stayed in the east and we managed to hop onto the last bus after the last train left us helplessly stranded behind still can't believe we actually missed it by just a few secs? made the smart choice by not waiting for the cab though now we know never wait for cabs at douby ghaut area.. it takes eternity for 1 cab to ever appear at the taxi stand
oh btw...really wanna thanks the cluedo host he's like our saviour saved the life of 2 lost souls by telling us where's the nearest bus stop to take 65 lol..he's pretty cool n funky too and that guy who got murdered in the cluedo game looks not bad in person..maybe it's just due to his korean-like hairstyle..lol their acting skills were superb n i couldn't differentiate if i was really playing a game or was everything a reality? so we all ended up acting half the time too
but i can say, i enjoyed myself ytd the game was exciting and i had to admit it was really fun all the running ard n stuffs..guess i slimmed down? even though i embarrased myself there sux lar..ppl can't even make sense of what i'm talking about for my grp's presentation of the answers to the murder case..sad to say i don't even understand what i was blabbering all along but it was nice of em to be patient and actually listened to me although i so wanted to dig a hole and bury my whole head inside..lol haha..must have another gathering real soon this time with a complete sg.. but hope we can really find the time i've found a job supposed to help churn out bills etc... hope it would'nt be too tough and that i would'nt be exploited pray that it will be fun and a good experience too
let your heart out.
Sunday, December 10, 2006Y
realised i have not blog about the recent malacca/genting trip it was really enjoyable holidaying is fun but going out with a bunch of close friend is just triple the fun it is impossible to be able to recall and 'pen' down all that happened in 3 days 2 nights so i shall just sum every thing up in a few paragraphs
1st day at malacca was the best it was shopping and lotsa walking superb food,accomodation at equatorial hotel.. abi,ser and i went suana,jacuzzi after that (while lu,gc n cap scandaled in the room) super relaxing and rejuvenating...high life man! then, we went to disturb the guys so that they can't sleep thats when ser whipped out her cam n turned a paparazzi overnight=x
2nd day weren't exactly a lucky day the driver didn't turn up on time plus the van to genting was so stuffy and the seats were uncomfortable but the sights of genting were breathtaking i just love the weather,the fog=) themepark was ok too even though i'm not exactly a great fan of themeparks but the food were dissapointing and 1st world hotel is too cramped up but we managed to survive still...and had a wonderful time
3rd day... long coach ride home oh ya...i still rmb gc and the bag of rubbish at the spore custom=X
i brought back home dis special sovenior
the trip was fun fun fun..definitely thumbs up..esp with such great companies(abi,capri,gc,lu,ser)..still rmb all the stupid stuffs and the lame joke we crack to keep ourselves awake through the night...and ser..sad to say you're well known now in tpjc,spore and some say malaysia?we all know why..
hehe...must go overseas together again when everybody is free and after gc n cap are done wif ns k...
let your heart out.
Saturday, December 09, 2006Y
came back from abi's hse to celeb hubby's bdae played bridge and watched vcds the whole night slept at like 5plusgoing 6 supposed to finish watching the high school musical which i always wanted to watch but always don't get the chance to do so but eventually i lost the battle against the z monster sleepover was fun though maybe one of the last time i can stay over
dad is in taiwan meditating somewhere over the hills and far away must make useof the freedom while it last lol
once again i feel like a desperado...
let your heart out.
Friday, December 01, 2006Y
snippets of prom nite 06...a night of glitz n glamour
that's all for now...lousy cam hav to steal photos from ppl=X
je suis cindy . eighteen going on nineteen. leads a simple life. Loves starbucks expresso frup, cream pasta @ airport, the hot n spicy, reading, evening jogs.chilling out.the beach.marvel at how the human body functions. Wanna go backpacking n study abroad.visit paris n venice
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