Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
working life sux
everyday is like a routine
brief summary:
wake up at 6plus.wash up n change.take bus.take mrt to city hall.take shuttle service to work place.tap card to enter building.go to e ladies to drag time.tap card to enter office.sit n slack at a small puny room of a large office until 9am.switch on com n enter password.wait for boss to issue me work(which is sooo not inviting)
stressful
every single nitty gritty details matters
cannot afford to make any mistakes cos we're dealing wif money, clients n lawyers need the sugar rush to keep me alert at all times n stop me from seeing stars
pile after pile of never-ending bills
might have to come back on sat n might have to work OT
underpaid
child abuse
cannot go msn or surf e net cos IT dept can track our every move n i'm sitting opp the boss
then again, i don't have time to do that
i have phobias of thick stack of papers, excel spreadsheets, stamps, scaning of bills, anything to do with bills, accounts or nos.
ANd having a workaholic and demanding boss who works for her life
now we know what attributed to spore falling birth rates (but then again, who say i'll ever get married n carry out the task of procreation)
swear i'm nv gonna place career as my topmost priority next time
sad life can? there's more to life then jus work, work n work...how about family, friends, leisure, love n faith? simply doing what you really like n always wanted to do?
arrrhhhhhhhhhhh...
well, at least i gained quite a bit of experience
i no longer see a bill as just a bill. i did'nt know that there're actually so many steps n procedures involved in churning out a neatly typed out bill.
oh, n i'll always remember my commas when i type out figures in thousands
n i'm nv ever going to do anything related to bills & accounts
n currently, i'm learning to understand the psychology n thinkings of a workaholic
yea...to speak the truth i'm a little put off by office jobs alr(when it's just day 2?)
luckily, some of my colleagues are nice n are quite approachable when i ask them for help
(okay...no..i only have 2 colleagues...there's another colleague but she's overseas)
lol..think they're quite sad too...cos most of the time their faces are glued to the pc..heard that they actually work there for 10 yrs ( can u believe it?)
got to meet some nice people from other depts today but didnt really chat cos they're quite busy too=( feel more comfortable chatting when i'm away from the sight of the boss...
conclusion: think i'm going to suffer from autism very soon
but today is a much better day than ytd
let's hope i won't make any mistakes tmr or i'll get reprimanded by boss again...
argh
pray that i'll be released from that small room i call prison by 6pm sharp
pray that i'll get a 1 hr lunch break
that's all i wish for
and i wan to go jacuzzi-ing..lol
..........35 days to go
i will survive
let your heart out.
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